I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons

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It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.

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Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski

100+ comentarios:

Lele Pons
Lele Pons:
Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)
Blake
Blake:
I would like to apologize. At one point I thought you were a mindless influencer. And while I might not like your content. I respect the struggle you went/go through.
RoM Overlord
RoM Overlord:
I cried throughout this whole video. I have no words to express how angry, sad, and empathetic I feel. I don't even think I can count how many times I was bullied on the Internet, trying to start a YouTube channel about myself was a bad idea. I wish I wish I could give you a hug. Creating so much, and making great content, working so hard for all of your supporters and non supporters, you are the one person who dosen't deserve to be hated. And another thing, a lot of people don't understand OCD, because they haven't had the experience of having it. I love you, Lele. Please, focus on your supporters, not the haters. Make the most of things. I can't promise it will get better, but things can DEFINETLRY improve. Stay safe.
M. D.
M. D.:
I didn't even realize she was being bullied until now, but then again I'm rarely on YouTube, but still I am SO sorry about all that is happening to you Lele, just know everyday may not be a good day, but there's a good thing in everyday
Reality
Reality:
Don't worry we're with you.



I have adhd, autism and Epilepsy so I think we're going trough the same things
Adea •7 Years Ago•
Adea •7 Years Ago•:
Some people don't realise that lele is human aswell, she's like everyone else but people don't understand It and bully her for no reason.
Keely Mcmanus
Keely Mcmanus:
The video of when she was crying/saying “just one more time” broke me
lala land
lala land:
This is all so touching... Good to see Lele's mom still has the sunglasses 😂😔
Ifthi Aate
Ifthi Aate:
Finally, someone who actually lets people know that OCD is not just kepping things tidy, it is something else entirely.
Valeria Arjona
Valeria Arjona:
I didn’t realize what where lele was going through ,it’s so hard having those mental issues and being famous at the same time , I have so much respect for u ❤️
_.mukbang fails
_.mukbang fails:
She was the person that made me be my self that made me feel that a can be my werid stupid funny self so I just wanna say thank you for making feel like my self again :) ❤️
Bloxy Babies
Bloxy Babies:
Finaly someone is making it clear that OCD isn't a flipping joke
Katie M
Katie M:
So proud of her for showing this side. It only means that she is twice as tough!!!! This is real life and real illness. I hope people can understand. But people with OCD and tourettes are normal people who can be successful and talented. Lele proves it!
• C a s s i e •
• C a s s i e •:
*Lele is human too guys, don’t forget that..*
Anjali Russell
Anjali Russell:
I didn’t really know much about OCD and watching this I realise how bad it really is. Well done Lele for fighting ❤️
sadtiani13
sadtiani13:
IM SORRY IF ME & MY GENERATION HAVE BEEN HARD ON U

thankyou for being educative yet so open about this issue

& honestly those paintings look so beautiful
Rbxgal
Rbxgal:
Most people don't understand that she is human too.
Lost Glory
Lost Glory:
Давай борись, все мы сходим сума, каждый день, по не многу, но жизнь это дар в единственном экземпляре, не стоит тратить ее на людей которые этого не понимают. Ты умная и оригинальная, у тебя вся жизнь впереди, береги себя.
Jaden Carrion
Jaden Carrion:
People need to realize that just cause your famous or rich or whatever you can still have life problems this is not a joke we all have to be great full that we do t have and disabilities
LowKeyOddGaming
LowKeyOddGaming:
Lele Keep trying ok. Don’t give up, You can do it. Everything will be ok. Prayers for Lele 🙏🏼
You are special Your are awesome, Unique, Beautiful and Worthy to get through what’s happening ok?
Hawa Tamboura
Hawa Tamboura:
She not different just cause the ocd she’s still a human respect her lele pons how many people agreed
anonymous 0_0
anonymous 0_0:
This is like a whole new Lele. I didn't even realise that I've been seeing like only 10 percent of that girl. And now i like her even more
Tania Zie
Tania Zie:
I afraid when saw her vid she broke her nails and hanged to car's door.
Rosario TV
Rosario TV:
I have tourrettes, OCD, hard of hearing. I had to chop my hair cuz of tourettes and OCD I couldn't wash it well and I couldn't organize it. I want to be as independent as I possibly can. I'm happy with the chop. I do get some negative and dumb comments. But most important is I'm really happy with my decision. I'm me. Am glad this documentary was made.
Missy Salmons
Missy Salmons:
Some ppl just can’t control their actions ocd is really hard to go through a lot of ppl think she is normal she is not she struggles with a lot of things I really wanna support Lele adhd is anger issues. And she struggles with that I want ppl to know even if they are different they are special u got to fight to earn it. I wanna show the support everyone need to know that they are special when someone body shames it makes u hurt but u are amazing. I love u Lele❤️
Devin Sierra
Devin Sierra:
As a person with Autism and ADHD. This really makes me sympathize with lele even though im not a fan of her content.
Stranger Danger
Stranger Danger:
maybe people will finally realize ocd is different than being neat.
lil V soldier
lil V soldier:
That art is amazing. Lele's amazing. Her parents are amazing people for making her she makes my whole family happy watching her videos. Thanks xxx
Josie Jeanty
Josie Jeanty:
She really make people laugh especially me, i always smile whenever she's trying to do so.
theonetiktokgirl jojo
theonetiktokgirl jojo:
i never thought she had so many things i thought depression but not really the others
Nityaa Arvind
Nityaa Arvind:
This is more than just a docu-series, it's the heartfelt story of a human being.
Syeda Hiba
Syeda Hiba:
This just proves that you NEVER know what a person is going through.. yet still people never fail to go a minute without being judgmental..
Jessica Lee's Nails
Jessica Lee's Nails:
Lele you are beautiful in every single way I suffer with OCD depression and anxiety disorders I'm so sorry that people make fun of you but I'm always going to support you no matter what because I just want to see the best for you in life ❤️
Frøg
Frøg:
I hope tik tok doesn’t see this I’m really sorry Lele
Jennaandherplans
Jennaandherplans:
As someone who suffers from OCD I can REALLY REALLY relate. Like he said being able to breakdown complex things but not being able to write a check. It’s so crazy if only everyone knew man. Thanks for speaking up about it 💕
NeverTheLess Productions
NeverTheLess Productions:
"Lele is one of the most bullied people on the internet"


*Was a bully in high school*
Funfetti
Funfetti:
And some people think OCD is being organized..
Alice O'Malley
Alice O'Malley:
60k dislikes is absolutely ridiculous. if they were going through what she went through they would really appreciate a video like this, but look at all the likes compared to the dislikes lele ♥️we only focus on the positive people
Lil _ Novax
Lil _ Novax:
I realize that peoples don’t actually love each other’s
I’m sad
I feel sad for u Lele :(
•gacha Nora da peach•
•gacha Nora da peach•:
She has been suffering a lot but she’s been doing it for us we should all be thankful for her trying to make us laugh I’m sorry didn’t know how much she suffered :( :(
Khloe Matthews
Khloe Matthews:
I’m Sooo sorry Lele I cried watching this and honestly I think your the funniest person ever 🙂☺️
Mackenzie McGovern
Mackenzie McGovern:
I’m not a fan of her content, and I even saw this title thinking it was going to be another video making fun of OCD, but she really put herself out there and wanted to educate others and I respect that. I don’t have OCD, but I have anxiety with powerful obsessive thoughts. If I had rituals it would be OCD. I empathize. It’s incredibly difficult.
Debby Jerue
Debby Jerue:
Tbh I really am happy that lele did all of this and I will support her until the end I love to lele and stay healthy and keep in going bc people are here for you.
Debbss Disla
Debbss Disla:
when I was younger, I used to blink my eyes repeatedly, touch the walls 4 times each, etc. I’m glad I stopped now , but I hope you get better 🥺.
Jesse The duck
Jesse The duck:
Tbh my sister has ocd and she told me that when she goes to my room and she forces herself not to clean or organize like ocd is not good thing to have
Josh Howin
Josh Howin:
I WILL SERIOUSLY CRY CUZ THIS :(. everyone could be deppresed like this
Crust Lord
Crust Lord:
I never liked her content, but this is wonderfully eye opening. I think she did a great job at highlighting the struggle, this was very raw but courageous. I appreciate this a lot
Kifayat Aghazada
Kifayat Aghazada:
honestly, this woman has gone through so much, and now she has achieved so much. And I have been with her since 2015, very proud of her!!!
Fcff Ddhkk
Fcff Ddhkk:
I always hated when lele is hating on she’s never done anything bad :(
BI PRIDE
BI PRIDE:
Your strong I support you fully dont believe any bad thing that a person says to you your beautiful and I love you ❤❤❤ have a good day
Sky Schatz
Sky Schatz:
Lele Pon is beautiful but I didn’t even realize it was so hard to be famous! People need to realize she is a beautiful HUMAN! You are amazing Lele! ❤️❤️
100k subscriber's without any video's challenge
100k subscriber's without any video's challenge:
Finally someone is talking about this, there's a big difference between having OCD and being a PERFECTIONIST.
Ruth-Amelie Kumodzi
Ruth-Amelie Kumodzi:
When I watched her videos I felt like she wasn't trying to make a fool out of her self she was just trying to make everyone happy and try to feel happy and what she is doing
lescou.
lescou.:
I know exactly where Lele are coming from. I have ADHD,Tourette’s, and OCD as well.
Marissa Rousse
Marissa Rousse:
A friend told me to watch this. And when I was having a breakdown and my ocd was taking over, I watched this and it calmed me down
Victoria Solovyeva
Victoria Solovyeva:
I feel so bad. I have been such a huge fan and i thought you had a perfect life but now I realise the other half of you. I am so sorry! I wish I could help. Whenever you do role play videos I ask ways laugh at your jokes. I will always support you Lele! Although I’m a child I understand you. I hope it gets better! 🙏🏻🥺
Madison Swann
Madison Swann:
Glad that the world is going to see what living with OCD is really like... thank you for opening up and sharing your story with the world.
Flare581
Flare581:
Your not the only one that has Severe OCD
Amy Ly
Amy Ly:
She sounds sad not like in her vines and vids, this tears my heart so bad
Mucho Pito
Mucho Pito:
Bro how? How? How? I’m so blessed to say that even on my worst days I get by and can sleep at night, but I’ve feel scary dark days before or days of discomfort but it goes away and I’m ok.. I can’t and don’t want to imagine how people who through serious shit everyday or they have to fight vs something everyday 🙃
Marisa castaneda
Marisa castaneda:
i respect her but rlly don’t like her content but no one deserves to be treated like that
Faith Hart
Faith Hart:
It's actually sad that people think OCD is just about wanting to keep things perfect all the time 🥺
JustAnotherBeginnerWeeb
JustAnotherBeginnerWeeb:
Im really sad now becuz this is the girl that made me happy after a depressing day when i only knew a little about her and that shes suffering more than me.
BANGTAN SONYEONDAN
BANGTAN SONYEONDAN:
I love her beacuse i am also going through depression and anxiety and when i watch this video it shows me that im not alone who is going through depression and anciety etc that i can shoe tomyself that im not alone and many people is hoing through this also Lele Pons inspired me LOVE LELE PONS❤❤❤
June Johnson
June Johnson:
We love you lele no matter what, Dont listen to haters be yourself!! I love you! We love you never forget that!
Sabriye
Sabriye:
Her dad is really supportive. My mum tells me to 'snap out of it' or 'get over it' 🥺
Asha Adarin
Asha Adarin:
I think this made everyone realize lele is human. Sad it took this to make people realize that.
Random things
Random things:
Im gonna read every comment and dislike the bullies edit: and at least im doing sum other then sitting around and it took a long freaking time
OXYDEATH
OXYDEATH:
I genuinely love lele pons, especially when she’s really crazy😍
Cassie Francisco
Cassie Francisco:
And for the fact that she is putting those hard things aside just to make people happy🤧❤️
Emily Wells
Emily Wells:
I feel you girl I have ocd depression hdhd and anxiety
Chelsey Kirsten
Chelsey Kirsten:
“Just one more time” that is the realest sentence.
Alana Belcher
Alana Belcher:
Stay strong lele I was crying for the whole video and I was like I feel bad for you I love you lele I grew up watching your videos you have my full support
Orni Chakraborty
Orni Chakraborty:
Lele I have HOCD and I know how it feels , it is severe and I am ready to accept it , YES , I am scared but I believe in myself , my nature .
Ana Lopez
Ana Lopez:
Lele Pons is a beautiful human being that works really hard and we appreciate you and you can do this. Love you 💯😊
FUN FACTS ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ
FUN FACTS ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ:
We has humans also have FEELINGS TOOO
Rachel Collins
Rachel Collins:
This act of bravery and vulnerability is going to change so many people's lives. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
Hiranya
Hiranya:
Similar things happen to me too. Not OCD but overthinking. Negative thoughts sometimes make me feel i should not live. And lot more. Thanks for your video. I am not from US though.
Grace Williams
Grace Williams:
I cried once I found out the truth about you but I think you're perfect you're nice and you're funny you're the best person I've ever met I know I only maybe nine but we all have our differences you're perfect and you can't change yourself but I don't wanna change you you're amazing and people just don't understand but I know that I do it's OK I love you you're strong you're brave you're pretty and nice
Isabelle Kate
Isabelle Kate:
Lele i want u to know even if u have all these things u r hilarious and are my idol,I love you!
Leam estevez
Leam estevez:
I dont get it shes still a human she has a brave heart she has skin she has eyes
makayla sandra
makayla sandra:
I wish more people would understand that OCD is so much more than just “liking things cleanly and super organized.” I’ve struggled with OCD since I was about 10 years old myself, and it runs in my family, so my mother and I struggle together. Her ritual number is 4. My tics all are in my face, eye twitches, nose twitches, clicking my tongue, flexing my ears, playing with my fingers, curling my toes, and more... OCD is so much more complex than just the need to be organized. Thank you for sharing your story! And shedding more light on how serious it truly is. I hope you are finding strength in your therapy!!
Aris Castrejon
Aris Castrejon:
I’m sorry I love you but my brother sister don’t like you but I do.
Julian Azzarone
Julian Azzarone:
As some one who actually has ocd and ADHD my self I know how hard it can be I went through the same thing so just keep push through, follow through and you will feel much better good luck god bless 🙏
liana plays
liana plays:
Some paople just can't understand how it is to have OCD you see I have OCD and I know how it feels how Lele is going through. It is really hard for me 😔 and I know Lele feels the same way but worse
Christina Medeiros
Christina Medeiros:
I was diagnosed with a OCD disorder after 4 mos of Quarantine. Ive had it my whole life , but it got out of control during Shelter in Place...
Stupid Vids27
Stupid Vids27:
And people say “I have ocd” and “I have depression” like it’s nothing.
Georgia B
Georgia B:
aww Lele.... I totally get you. Everything has to be perfect. I get anxious when something isn't perfect. It's a very hard thing to live with. We believe in you!
Savanna Overton
Savanna Overton:
You inspired me to get to the bottom of my emotions and my issues I’m ready to talk about everything and thank you Jesus! Hallelujah thanks Lele
the vlog sisters
the vlog sisters:
keep going lele my mum has severe OCD to and my little brother has autism and ADHD you have got me through a lot lele we love you
Michelle Stimpson
Michelle Stimpson:
You are a kind beautiful girl that a lot of people love keep being u and know heaps of people support and care
Angelica Guzman
Angelica Guzman:
I can’t believe people actually disliked this video... this proves how people can be awful
Muha Med
Muha Med:
I feel the same I have diabetes’s I had it since I was 2 and I feel bothered because I have to give bonus to evrything
Juliette Van Til
Juliette Van Til:
I always thought that I was the only one with this. Ive had it too, where I was frozen and couldn't do anything, because I was too scared to touch anything or to get triggered. It took me hours to just get up from my bed and have breakfast. I had numbers. I couldn't eat and my parents had to feed me bite by bite. I could not breathe without having rituals. It was scary as f. Lele, thank you for sharing this and know that me and many others support you!
Deku Fan
Deku Fan:
I have ocd and adhd my “friend” made fun of me but we will get threw this Lele and everyone who has this you can do this
Camila Damerdjian
Camila Damerdjian:
I love the fact that her cousin is called Lolo <3


pd: Lele you're very strong and special 🤍
elizabeth marshall
elizabeth marshall:
although her content is not for me, i can respect her for putting up with everything and being so genuine like this
Za ra
Za ra:
I've been diagnosed with OCD today...
sydney
sydney:
i think everybody who bully lele needs to watch this docu-series to remember that she is human like us
and suffers through so much that we don't see.
shannon slivinski
shannon slivinski:
I wanna give her a hug 🥺